wala lang...

When I was young I always dreamt that I will be alone...
Whenever my family goes out just to buy some groceries or just maybe stroll and then I am left behind...I always cry. Because I feel that they are leaving me behind.
I am scared of the ghost stories that people tell me...I am even scared of pictures of fake ghosts...because I always dream of them...and as I dream of them I hear some shrieks of people...I almost could not wake up from that dream...though I don't know why but I heard a woman voice say "STOP" and it all went away.
I sleep alone in my room and pray...hoping that those scary images or that dream of being alone won't come true.
But there was a time that I realized that if I am alone...No one will get hurt...and I won't get hurt.
Now I always think about living alone when I grow up.
When I was young...someone said that I was ugly, very thin, and black...and I cried of course...I got hurt.
I always asked myself "why...? because only pretty people get noticed or only get the attention...?"


But now...I forgive that person...who told those harsh things...and I hope it won't happen again.

yun lang=> walay lingaw...hehehe...I am not gonna post the stories I will write here...kasi secreto eh.

Being alone aint that bad Kaye

And imagining those things? Wth they are cool !
Hey you are in control of that brain of yours make something nice out of it o.O

and and

" because only pretty people get noticed or only get the attention "

So wrong. Think again Kaye.


PS. Please use only English T______T but a lil Japanese is allowed.

Just like chad said.. being alone is not bad.. especially making your own world through your imagination...its fun actually.... but you must know how to live on the real world... you must also learn to adjust .... your still young, you got a bright future ahead of you.... try to accept reality even it sucks.... ...

this is soo Emo..

but we are all Emo-s (sometimes) right?and its normal! just dont be affected of everything. We are here to live not to get pity of ourselves over and over again. Everybody experienced all these not exactly the same things. These are all part of growing up Kaye. Negative things sometimes are for you to be a better person someday. You are very pretty and charming.

ohohoho. Being alone is THE PERFECT TIME for everything * wink *wink.

So don't get upset if you're alone Kaye!!!!